rain ...
had a good time with Alex .... have some fun, laugh heartily .... good to have such a best friend
Have a pleased talking at my sisters place. love her! :-*

and also .. I want to say .... I was annoyed by deceitful creatures who pretend to be innocent lambs, and are constantly trying to shove everything on someone ... and most importantly trying to slander someone who is truly not guilty!

But! We have irrefutable evidence! )

thanks to my sister who intercedes for me ......she's like nobody knows how much I'm weak in such matters .......

I probably would have had to get used to the lies coming from you ... and still, still, I can not understand the reasons for your actions and the reasons for your lies ....
Still can't get it


ah,whell...
Sleep tight and sweet!

@настроение: sleepy ~_~

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U pissing me off, U , lying bastards
petty envious ....
Ur actions are impregnated with rot, as U are .....
I have particularly irritated by the fact that I have to shovel U'R shit ..... shit U've done, but not me!
I disgust U already.....Please, leave me alone!

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farewell

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Augen auf, wer sieht, versteht,
wie gnadenlos die Zeit vergeht,
Wie sich der Zeiger dreht,
Unentwegt, er steht nie still.

Du wei?t nicht was Du willst,
Du wei?t nicht, wo Du stehst,
Wei?t nicht, woher Du kommst,
Wohin Du gehst!
Du wei?t nicht was Dich treibt,
Was am Ende fur Dich bleibt!
Warum bist Du so blass, so kalt,
So herzlos ?
Du wei?t nicht was Du tust,
Wei?t nicht woran Du glaubst
Sag mir wozu und ob
Du mich noch brauchst!!
Wenns einfach nicht mehr passt,
Wenn Du mich wirklich nur noch hasst,
Warum bist Du noch hier?
Wofur ?
Was willst Du noch von mir?

Siehst Du mich,
Erkennst Du mich,
Ganz tief in meinem Herz ist
Noch ein Platz fur Dich
Ich suche dich ,
Ich sehne mich nach dem
Was ich geliebt hab,
Doch ich find es nicht ! ©

@музыка: Megaherz – 5 Marz

@настроение: rain in my soul

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I'm sick of you
I'm sick of your hypocritical pretense ....
sick of your lies ....
sick of your infamy .....
and I am, already , very tired from all that rot of yours......

@музыка: Apocalyptica feat. Corey Taylor – I'm not Jesus

@настроение: nauseating and disappointed

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I was prepared for anything ....
But you turned out to be even more unpredictable! )
such baseness, vileness, meanness, I did not expect from you ......

As for you ..... stop lying. Stop digging grave 4 me. Otherwise, soon you will go there by yourself ......

You talk about trust? ... So, why are you don't stop, fucking, lying? Why, then, you despise the trust of people who loves you?

in other matters .... I don't care anymore ....
advice to you and love! =)

Oh, Lord, how I am tired loving you .....

@музыка: Three Days Grace feat. Apocalyptica – I Don't Care

@настроение: fuck it

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RIP

I wanna rest in peace....

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I don't care what everyone says and thinks .. the main thing that you're with me, and I know the truth :-*

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Omg! I'm a man of mystery, nothing else!
go to bed at 5 am. wake up at 8. and all this despite the fact that I have a day off!!

@музыка: Linkin Park – A Place For My Head

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Max

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I'll look at you with eyes full of warmth.....I never shut my heart from you .... I'll always be with you .... and will never leave you ......

@музыка: Savage Garden – Insatiable

@настроение: great and winged

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The One

you are my beloved .... the only .....my most netive person

@музыка: Savage Garden – Crush And Burn

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текст,который наиболее глубоко описывает все ныне происходящее....

Не толкай меня, не надо,
Я сама на асфальт лягу,
А ты уверенней и крепче
Потяни за рычаг...
И катком по моей вере,
Ни к чему она теперь мне,
Будь уверенней и крепче,
Не жалей ни о чем...
Я устала искать правых,
Мне плевать кто кого трахал,
Мне плевать кто тогда начал -
Это ваши дела - ваша грязь...
Мне детали не интересны,
В голове и без них тесно,
Мне плевать кто кого бросил,
Важно кто кому врал...
Ведь даже ты -
Ты хуже, дешевле, проще,
Ты - кого я считала Богом,
Ты хуже, дешевле, проще...
Ведь даже ты -
Чего тогда ждать от жизни?
Если лучшее, что у меня в ней было -
Ты...
Все мосты наши сгорели
В ночь 20 апреля
И ты не знаешь, что я знаю
Про эти ваши дела - вашу грязь...
Но я устала искать правых,
Мне плевать кто кого трахал,
Мне плевать кто кого бросил,
Важно кто кому врал...
Поздравляют меня люди,
Знаю ценят меня, любят,
Но одно из пожеланий
Вряд ли сбудется - жаль...
Первый шок скоро утонет,
Я переименую тебя в телефоне -
Будет строго теперь
И вряд ли
Пригодится еще...
Ведь даже ты -
Ты хуже, дешевле, проще...

@музыка: Татьяна Зыкина – Мне плевать, кто кого трахал

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goodies for self and uplift your mood)

aromatic, warm, fragrant apple charlotte ...
With Cinnamon of course

@музыка: Halestorm – I'm Not An Angel

@настроение: pleased

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this shit again, the temperature exceeds the limit....
My body is burning, it seems like devils are frying me on a huge frying pan in the center of hell !

from a terrible headache, I climb the walls .... want to take a shotgun and shoot myself in the head ... so much, so that the brain would be taken off and smeared on the wall......
I want someone to freeze me , turned me into a piece of ice ....

Oh, Almighty! It's a real Tartarus !

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Fuck U , Little lying creature =)

That bitch can eat her heart out!
Love bites, but so do I, so do I.

@музыка: Halestorm – Love Bites [So Do I]

@настроение: hell yeah!

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lost

so lonely .......
I'm like drowning in the icy ocean of space ...
and it's have no end to see .......
if anyone gonna give me a hand of help ? ...
or is it going to be my eternal sanctuary?

I got lost ...... lost my way ...
my guiding star, my ray of light in darkness fades away ...
I barely can see it .......
you are my savior ....
Will you come to me?...
I call upon you!

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XD

no comments

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Doctrine of Death

here so suddenly and unexpectedly, things can turn over in a moment.....

woke up this morning, you realize that you miss your dear person....

realize that you can't fool Urself ..... can't escape from U'r feelings .. wount be able to order U'r heart "ENOUGH! STOP! DO NOT LOVE HIM ANY MORE!".....

But the worst thing is the cause of all this.................................

afraid of what all these feelings and thoughts were awakened by the fact that you have lost close person ... that's so unexpected ......

"-hello! how's life? come to visit! =)
- Marina is no longer with us ...... she died ............. © "

and it's like a thunderbolt ... the pain of awareness of surprise spread throughout the body .. and as a beat the alarm in my head ......

one moment .. one chance ... one life .......
may already not be a chance to say what is not said, apologizing for what was done......confess to something ..... ..... anyone's left or anything!
but we so brazenly ignore all that is given to us .....

and in fact we may no longer be possible to fix it .... to say "sorry" .... "I broke your favorite vase" ....... "I miss you" ...... ...... "I love you" ..........

pride, arrogance, lies .....
They blind us stronger than Sun ....


I have long tried to hide my feelings .... trying to fool everyone and myself...

it makes no sense .............

Maxim, I love you with all my heart! Always loved and always will ....
I don't know why I deserve everything that you did to me .... all of your lies, rudeness, violence, disrespect and betrayal ........ I don't know ...........
but I know one thing. That even in spite of all this, I still love you.
......

@музыка: Shiva in Exile – Anubis

@настроение: hollow

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so hurt in my chest ... all torn to pieces .. and I think ...when? .. when this all stop?

from your indifference is worse ..... all of these deceptions, lies and betrayal .... I don't understand how you can do so? ... inflict such pain .......
Oh, God! How does it hurt!


I do not know why I love you .... why and how can I still love you .....
for you I'm nobody .. you spit on me, on my feelings ... and all my words have no value for you ....
I'm so tired .....


I wish my heart stopped .....